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[May. 10th, 2006|10:22 pm] |
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| | Ministry - NWO | ] | Latest update on my shit.
From Sin To Suffocation

From Sin To Slaughter

The third and final one is titled "From Sin To Salvation" but it's not done yet. Yeah so, WOW, I am fucking bored now. |
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[May. 9th, 2006|09:34 am] |
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| | White Zombie - Ratfinks, Suicide Tanks and Cannibal Girls | ] | A couple of samples of my latest crappy work; they also aren't the full size images because those are huge. Enjoy.



I've kind of given up on posting lj entries with any sort of point as nobody really comments (other than the usual two or three) so you know... why bother? |
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[May. 8th, 2006|03:08 pm] |
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| | Rob Zombie - Foxy Foxy | ] | Retarded random msn convos for your viewing pleasure.
Virus_ says: homo Tah-Rah says: nice greeting. Virus_ says: I know Tah-Rah says: Okay. Virus_ says: =)
Virus_ says: oh god -6655321- [roxor] says: oh god Virus_ says: I said Virus_ says: haha Virus_ says: yeah -6655321- [roxor] says: i remember you mentioned that you said "oh god" alot... then i was talking to emma, and she kept saying "oh god" so i wondered who was saying it first Virus_ says: oh Virus_ says: well I first pioneered "oh god" back in 1872 when dean's mum was still running rampant in the outback... -6655321- [roxor] says: XD -6655321- [roxor] says: emma decided that dean's mom used all her ear lube Virus_ says: hahaha -6655321- [roxor] says: i'm also very impaired at the moment, so you'll have to excuse my future typos Virus_ says: lol how so? drunk? stoned? aids in the bum? -6655321- [roxor] says: XD stoned Virus_ says: Virus_ says: owned Virus_ says: lawl -6655321- [roxor] says: and i think smoking through a yak bone pipe is further impairing my throat -6655321- [roxor] says: XD my mom boiught it for me, even though the copper stem could also potentially give me heavy metal poisoning Virus_ says: hahahaha -6655321- [roxor] says: heavy metal! slipknot! U2 Virus_ says: LOL! Virus_ says: LYK OH FUK Virus_ says: HEERE WEH GOE SLEEPKNAWTZ Virus_ says: WOOOO Virus_ says: what's new? other than being totalled -6655321- [roxor] says: haha, nothing much. i needa get a new fake ID... ause i;m a rebel like that -6655321- [roxor] says: cause* Virus_ says: kewl -6655321- [roxor] says: lyk duhhh Virus_ says: I needa get a new gf Virus_ says: because I'm a loser like that Virus_ says: -6655321- [roxor] says: haha, i'm trying not to get into anything, cause i'm oh so popular with everyone. -6655321- [roxor] says: being single made me much cooler Virus_ says: lol -6655321- [roxor] says: but yeah, it is nice to have someone to like... cuddle with... or step on their throat... -6655321- [roxor] says: Virus_ says: ahahaha yeah, to knock the piss out of when things dont go your way, have a kid and beat that too Virus_ says: buy a dog and kick it's ass aswell -6655321- [roxor] says: XD -6655321- [roxor] says: my dogs are afraid of me... cause i always act like i'm about to kick their ass... but i never do. -6655321- [roxor] says: i just get up in their face and their all "AHHHH" Virus_ says: ahahaha I fuck my ca-- I mean I hit it. Virus_ says: I mean.. Virus_ says: I throw it Virus_ says: yeah that's the one -6655321- [roxor] says: XD -6655321- [roxor] says: my friend's friend got drunk and fucked his chiuaua... but it died in his arms after he came in it. Virus_ says: lmfao |
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[May. 6th, 2006|11:41 am] |
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| | Alice In Chains - Heroin | ] | A few random shots I took out of boredom, the last one was taken this morning at 7am with a hangover heh; which is why I look terrible.



Me in the mornings, woo...

In other news, I am thinking of either dreading or braiding (or dreading -and- braiding) my hair when it gets a bit longer, not sure yet. Decisions decisions. |
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| Finally done |
[May. 5th, 2006|01:22 am] |
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| | Wretched Asylum - Negative 7 | ] | I have finally finished the Wretched Asylum inlay panels and cover art. So bloody tired, physically and mentally.
I have sent copies off to Phil to have a look at so any further changes will be very minor and will take probably 5 minutes; so technically it's all completed. Once he gives me the ok I will be sending the .pdf files off to cheryl at the printing company and she can organize the sizing etc.
This is a HUUUUGE weight off my shoulders... now I can finally get some more unpublished work done. I have so much crap I want to do in that sense, I have a lot more fun doing my personal work anyway.
So what's next on the list... uh...
Psyclon Nine, Ventana, Alpha Shemale and possibly Mushroomhead. Oh shit. |
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| Me, racist? Never. |
[May. 2nd, 2006|11:54 am] |
Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: I havent slept in two days Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: hahaha Myzaree says: oh man Myzaree says: you must look pretty Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: I do Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: lol Myzaree says: do you get dark circles? Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: nope Myzaree says: lucky Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: I dont look any different Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: XD Myzaree says: i have them no matter what Myzaree says: fucking italians Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: ;lol Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: yeah, those fucking whop cunts Virus_I'm flat out busy, leave me alone_ says: oh wait |
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| I'm Awesome |
[May. 2nd, 2006|01:07 am] |
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| | In Flames - Cloud Connected | ] | ...soooo close to finishing this album, I'm excited. Excited like Dean's mum when she sets her eyes on a dogshit sandwich.
In other news, I am still waiting for Nero to get back to me; but in a way it's actually good that he doesn't for a couple of days, it creates less stress and confusion while I'm finishing the current project.
Yeah I dunno, Terry Shiavo is pretty funny. I know that had nothing to do with anything, but that doesn't mean she isn't/wasn't funny.
I need money; there are so many things I want to buy this year, urgh.
Hmm, I love how... I have like... 30 people in my "friends of" list but maybe 3 or 4 comment my journal. Speaking of my stupid journal, I was thinking of turning all future entries into public, I usually only post updates on my work anyway, it's not like I care if randoms read it. However if any work is posted then I'll be setting it to friends, I know people will steal things. Assholes. |
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[Feb. 28th, 2006|05:54 pm] |
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| | Faith No More - Epic | ] | I have a bad migraine. I'm pissed off. I'm hot due to this gay weather. I'm hungry. I'm kind of bored. I'm lonely *emo cut* I'm pissed off. I'm pissed off. I'm pissed off.
*cuts own head off with giant razorblade* |
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| Mhmm |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|07:23 pm] |
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| | Tool - The Grudge | ] | Been hammering at photomanipulations a fair bit lately, helps me pass the spare time; I have a few new ones up in my gallery for those whom are interested. (links at the top of this page, you know the drill)
Also, my style in my work is evolving as my skills progress, it's changing into a very twisted, creepy, macabre feel now. If you viewed my earlier work on there, it was very simplistic and mostly focussing on cliche' kind of shit (veins, pale skin etc.), but now it's gradually becoming something entirely different. I have began to morph bone structure and add lighting, giving the manipulations a very distinct aura. Also, much more obscure samples have been used to create them, rather than focussing on gore to grab people's attention, I've been concentrating more on the colours and blurring/sharpening to set the mood and emotion. I've also been using a lot of stillborn and conjoined babies as samples, this is for personal reasons to an extent, as I was stillborn when my mother gave birth to me, I also have a twin brother so the thoracopagus' used in some of them was relevant to an extent.
That's about all I can be bothered typing for now, I need to jet down to a friends' place in a minute so I can't stick around and crap on about myself.
I hope everyone is well. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|03:46 pm] |
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| | The Berzerker - Paradox | ] | Still getting copyright sorted out. Might look into emailing a few local bands and see if I can get some promos done for them, get my name out there a little.
Eh...
Check out my work on DeviantArt or I'll punch the fuck out of ya. |
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| The Conflict Of Mind pt. 1 |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|03:50 pm] |
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| | Faith No More - Midlife Crisis | ] | The thought patterns behind the human psyche are often questionable; as most of us have never been able to understand what truly makes a human being "tick". Is it their determination and thirst to seek for something more? Or is prolonging a human life just "something that you do"?
I guess when it boils down to it, it's all relative to the mindframe of the host; we all think differently... yet always on the same level. While some of us are dreamers and creators; others are realists and destroyers. While many of us see the world as a beautiful place combining nature, entertainment and leisure, recreational events, music, media and art of many different styles and tastes; others simply see the world as a self-created Hell; a pit of greed, hatred, racial prejudice, religious propaganda and tyranny.
However regardless of our opinions, beliefs and preferences... we're all human, and a species of mammal. I feel we should not cling to common human idiosyncrasies and primitive habits; we are but a very miniscule portion of this universe; however we still cannot deny what we are. Every animal has it's habits, and within habit comes vulnerablity and instigation of rail-running thought patterns; regardless of how complex we try to make our thoughts seem.
Suburban crime and violence is an excellent example of our primal nature and our constant everlasting crave to hunt. It's always relative to the spider and the fly; no matter the scale. You take for example, a serial rapist and his prey, the percieved innocent defenseless female beings. It's always a case of big and small, weak and strong, right and wrong. The rapist mentally and physically feels starved for attention and it's all relevant to upbringing and circumstance, it's all parallel to childhood. He started as a blank canvas, his childhood, teen years and experiences were the paints. While some may want to change him by concrete and steel isolation, he will never learn; you cannot learn something you have never been taught and you cannot be taught something you're never going to learn. In the end it's all about man's need to hunt other man, it's a sport, a game and a way of life; violence and preying upon others is something inbred into us and it will never be a satisfied hunger.
My thoughts on life are quite simple and I'm quite sure it will insinuate a healthy debate. Life is not dead, it's simply decomposing. Yet with decomposition, comes life. It's all a very clever cycle; a controlled chaos if you will. When somebody passes away, it can be a very sorrowful event; yet strengths and character builds from this. When a piece of fruit is dropped on the ground and withers away, most people see this as a very negative aspect; however, that piece of fruit can be used as food for beings other than us, eggs can also be placed within what we see as merely nothing more than rotting fruit. It's all construction through destruction; its a never-ending cycle.
As humans I believe we need to think outside the square we live in, we all share very different views, beliefs and theories. Those of whom have been labelled insane are a perfect example; insane is a word created to label others who defy a common law. If you do not follow the herd, you are insane. If you do something seen as obscure of obscene to those of which share different beliefs, you are insane. As mentioned earlier, we're all a product of experience; trained animals, if we are raised a certain way and only taught certain things... then our habits find a home. The individuals seen as mentally disturbed are merely no different than those of which who are seen as sane and normal, they may share differnet thought processes... but that doesn't mean they are insane; they are just doing what they know best, like all animals do.
It's an often confusing theory; the comparison of a "normal" mind with that of an insane one. Yet when you look further between the cracks, and you realize insanity begins to make sense... does it really make sense? or are you just becoming one of them?
(something I wrote the other day due to boredom, figured I'd post it here since I never really have anything interesting to say) |
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